Its scary how much i admire her....

I never want to say "She is my favourite artist ever ever ever ever. and i love her soo much" .

Thats just silly and childish but on one hand i really admire and enjoy her work.

Thought recently her current work doesnt as visually exite me as her early yba 

work.I have greatly admired and adored her from when i attended College to do a 

portfolio Course.I havent for coming on 6 years ever really not admired her as 

much as i do.

At times she prentious and Self absobed.I have always wanted to meet her-I misseda chance to attend the opening of her exbition of her work for the last 20 years in Edinburgh.I had other plans i couldnt get out off.

But I have in my own way seen her in the flash rather then just a silly art student pouring over her books and watching youtube videos of her when i can.I 

Went to London 2 years ago with friends and as we stood outside a club called PUnk.There she came out chatting to two male friends.

I stood and watched her while my friend's shouted at me "Just do it run after her-get her autograph-run after her now"

I couldent i froze....i felt like i was trapped.My tummy wringled and flipped. I 

Felt honeslty like my knees were going to buckle underneath me.

Then she was gone.She never saw me i was a girl in a crowd and she was her.

I Hope one day to meet her and Introuduce myself and my art....We can all dream

right?

shades of...pink

(vogue aussieland)

pink hair you will be mine you will be mine....

(i know not pink but nice yeah!chanel)

(hmmmmm yummy)

(tavi+ jak&jill)

Ive been dreaming of models with unusual hair and what it would look like on me....

This is my lovely friend bob- http://robynhamilton.blogspot.com/

pink an gold yum yum eatable hair

i wanna eat hair ------- all this hair and have it for a day to run around with-then go to sleep and awake with my plain hair.

Kiki Smith

Another hero of mine.....

I love her wild amazon goddess hair

(wallpaper done by her see below)

Its actually shocking how little her fabric and stich work is avalible online to view and post for consideration.I think ill return to this post once ive scanned a couple of her books in!!She really is quite outstanding and a multi-talented artist.Carefully intertwining displines of art and blurring the lines and restrications of the art world.

hello....

We've all thought it...
How we would love a tutor to secretly sing to us as we make a sculpture of them......Out of clay.....while being blind as he stakes us round the community college.Classic....

If only realy life was this eighties.I think the pure hell of the eternal examiner visiting my work tomorow has lead me to want lionel ritchie.

im thinking for our friends in illustration  dress up night as going as him-yeah or nae?

Comments muchly wanted!

xx

Going on from yesterday's post....

 Sylvia plath in her Daddy poem refers to one of her attempted suicide's stating that it was an attempt to get back to her father, to be with him in death. She continues by stating that:

But they pulled me out of the sack,

And they stuck me together with glue.

And then I knew what to do.

I made a model of you,

A man in black with a Meinkampf look

 I guess its no wonder i wanted to be him---I wish i could of  meet her( Sylvia Plath that is of course)....And maybe Dame Westwood to talk plays and poems.

x

alone again naturally...Another hero

"So I began to think maybe it was true that when you were married and had children it was like being brainwashed, and afterward you went about as numb as a slave in a totalitarian state."
- Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar, Chapter 7

The silence depressed me.  It wasn't the silence of silence.  It was my own silence.  ~Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to well wouldn’t do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally

Has anyone heard this song?it sticks all day and you feel aweful afterwards. 

 
Something to cheer you up...

Feeling's i cherish......

-Putting a bra on first try.

-Drinking the froth of the top of coffee

-The first tingle in a tummy

-Marking a page with white paint

-The feel of a new pair of tights getting pulled up my leg

-Someone unexpected smiling at you

-opening an oreo perfectly........

Last night..

I was unhappy so i was asked "Who is your hero?". I think my  gentleman wanted to cheer me up-it depressed me more...i replied "no-one ......they all let you down"He laughed.It has been playing on my mind since--I think Miranda July is.......

Please check out the film "Me,You,And everyone we know"-i love her art,writing and performance.

I think shes a wonderful artist.

Love from me xx

this happens 95 percent of my life....

“He was slim and brown and expressionless in a way that let me manufacture complex thoughts for him.”
-Mary Karr, Cherry

As you wish...

"I've been saying it so long to you, you just wouldn't listen. Every time you said 'Farm Boy do this' you thought I was answering 'As you wish' but that's only because you were hearing wrong. 'I love you' was what it was, but you never heard."

Princess Bride

YumYUm

Im a girl for colour,colour,colour.Love love love the above shoot-nudes whites and grey blue's yum yum yum.Alot of people might consider these very Plain boring shades but on the contrary there rich,understated  and very alluring.I ask of you dear reader whats your favorite shade?

Shades of grey top 3  shades-

teal

 light grey

nude

Love from me xxx