alone again naturally...Another hero

"So I began to think maybe it was true that when you were married and had children it was like being brainwashed, and afterward you went about as numb as a slave in a totalitarian state."
- Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar, Chapter 7

The silence depressed me.  It wasn't the silence of silence.  It was my own silence.  ~Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

To think that only yesterday
I was cheerful, bright and gay
Looking forward to well wouldn’t do
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down
Reality came around
And without so much, as a mere touch
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt
Talk about God and His mercy
Or if He really does exist
Why did He desert me in my hour of need
I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally

Has anyone heard this song?it sticks all day and you feel aweful afterwards. 

 
Something to cheer you up...

Feeling's i cherish......

-Putting a bra on first try.

-Drinking the froth of the top of coffee

-The first tingle in a tummy

-Marking a page with white paint

-The feel of a new pair of tights getting pulled up my leg

-Someone unexpected smiling at you

-opening an oreo perfectly........

Last night..

I was unhappy so i was asked "Who is your hero?". I think my  gentleman wanted to cheer me up-it depressed me more...i replied "no-one ......they all let you down"He laughed.It has been playing on my mind since--I think Miranda July is.......

Please check out the film "Me,You,And everyone we know"-i love her art,writing and performance.

I think shes a wonderful artist.

Love from me xx

this happens 95 percent of my life....

“He was slim and brown and expressionless in a way that let me manufacture complex thoughts for him.”
-Mary Karr, Cherry

As you wish...

"I've been saying it so long to you, you just wouldn't listen. Every time you said 'Farm Boy do this' you thought I was answering 'As you wish' but that's only because you were hearing wrong. 'I love you' was what it was, but you never heard."

Princess Bride

YumYUm

Im a girl for colour,colour,colour.Love love love the above shoot-nudes whites and grey blue's yum yum yum.Alot of people might consider these very Plain boring shades but on the contrary there rich,understated  and very alluring.I ask of you dear reader whats your favorite shade?

Shades of grey top 3  shades-

teal

 light grey

nude

Love from me xxx